I woke this morning to a general feeling of unease. Malaise. Free floating anxiety. I'm waiting for my phone to ring with bad news.
I don't know why this is, but I've been off balance since last weekend when I went to visit the 'rents. My father is disappearing, but my mother has already left the building.
She denied ever being "that woman's mother." That woman being me.
She knows that my father is "the man who takes care of [her]" but not what his relationship is.
She is blind in one eye and can't see out of the other.
She barely remembers how to eat, or walk. She can't follow a simple order, like "pick up your foot."
I have to go back this weekend. Do I know how to show myself a good time, or what.
BlogMadness
I won the first round, and the excellent SeaDoc is in the runoffs. I begged shamelessly and repeatedly for votes in the first round, and although, to judge by the other division scores, I wasn't the worst offender, the judges made bad tsking sounds over that. I feel guilty, and I don't even know if the rant was directed at me. But, well, it's a cultural thing. Guilt? I got it.
Nevertheless, I will note that I'm in an elimination round, and would deeply appreciate any and all votes I might get that would allow me to keep playing. Again, I'm #18, the entry is Back Home, and I'm up against an Open Letter To Atari.
Thank you. And if you can't feel it in your heart to vote for me, would you just sign the guest map?
I don't know why this is, but I've been off balance since last weekend when I went to visit the 'rents. My father is disappearing, but my mother has already left the building.
She denied ever being "that woman's mother." That woman being me.
She knows that my father is "the man who takes care of [her]" but not what his relationship is.
She is blind in one eye and can't see out of the other.
She barely remembers how to eat, or walk. She can't follow a simple order, like "pick up your foot."
I have to go back this weekend. Do I know how to show myself a good time, or what.
BlogMadness
I won the first round, and the excellent SeaDoc is in the runoffs. I begged shamelessly and repeatedly for votes in the first round, and although, to judge by the other division scores, I wasn't the worst offender, the judges made bad tsking sounds over that. I feel guilty, and I don't even know if the rant was directed at me. But, well, it's a cultural thing. Guilt? I got it.
Nevertheless, I will note that I'm in an elimination round, and would deeply appreciate any and all votes I might get that would allow me to keep playing. Again, I'm #18, the entry is Back Home, and I'm up against an Open Letter To Atari.
Thank you. And if you can't feel it in your heart to vote for me, would you just sign the guest map?